Saturday, June 5, 2010

Till here. :)

Dear Diary,

Thanx for accompany me for this past 5 years. ;)
You knows everytg. haha.
Rest in Peace.

I love you.

Thursday, May 20, 2010


Saya lihat gambar dia di dompet saya.
Saya rindu.
Saya lihat dia dalam mimpi saya.
Saya rindu.
Saya lihat dia dalam hari2 saya.
Saya rindu.
Saya lihat dia di mana2.
Saya terus-terusan rindu.

Saya bayangkan dia disini.
Menemani hari2 yang makin sukar.
Bergelak ketawa sama2.

Tapi apakan daya. Semakin rindu semakin payah rasanya. Diam. Diam. Jangan ulang lagi perkataan itu. Hati akan sakit.

Terpisah oleh lautan dunia, terpisah dek jutaan manusia, Terpisah kerna satu tanggungjawab, tapi HATI KAMI TETAP SATU.

Apakan daya..
Hati, menangis..

Sunday, May 16, 2010

She's my Model!

Model: Aliya Kozhakhmetova
Photo taken by: Me :)

Meet Aliya Kozhakhmetova peeps. :)

For the time being she's my model. I loveee to take photo and she likesss to be in the photo.. She wants me to do her model portfolio but im still learning lol. And today plans to Adelaide Hills is canceled. Im soo damn fuckin' worried bout you darling!!! But still i heart you. Love. xoxo.

Monday, May 10, 2010

My Favourite.

You are my favorite,
The only one i can talk to
About everything and anything
The only person I do cherish with all my heart
Who wipe my tears when im sad
Give me his hand when im fall

You are my favorite
The only one in my life
We fight everyday
We argue about everything
But still you are my favorite
A person who trust me so much
Yes you are.

Hold my hand and
Hugs me tightly
If God wants to test our love
Let it be..
Then we will stand strong
I know we can make it till the end baby,
I know we will.
I trust in you
Only you..
Only times will tell
Only times will show us the way..
The way that we really deserve
And we deserve to be together
After all that we've been through
Just me and you..

p/s: I love you <3

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Oh God.

Oh God! I really2 miss you. sooo much.
You always have my heart. You always there..
I always pray for us. I hope God knows how much I need you in my life.
I love you like soo much. No one can ever replace you.
Yes. No one.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

I love you.

Ive been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello is it me you are looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You’re all I’ve ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
‘Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you…

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I’ve just got to let you know
Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do?
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart for I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying....
I love you.....

Im missing you so badly.

To see you when I wake up is a gift and I didn't think it could be real...
You do something to me that I can't explain...
So would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
I see your picture. I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine...
I know I'll see you again...
In whether far or soon...
But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you..

p/s: i love you.


Cerita kamu sangat indah. Walaupun pahit pd mulanya. Aku cemburu. Ya sedikit cemburu. Cerita ku tak seindah kamu. Aku tewas dan tunduk pd kata-kata di fikiranku. Kamu melalui liku liku yg serupa denganku tp kamu mampu harungi semuanya kerna kamu yakin pada cinta kamu. Pada ketulusan hatinya. Pada tutur katanya. Segala-galanya tentang dia. Hati kamu berbicara tapi hatiku senyap sunyi seribu bahasa. Mengapakah? Terlalu kecewakah aku? Hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

Berlarilah sayang. Terbang setinggi yg kamu mampu. Tapi jangan biarkan rasa bahagia itu terlalu meresap dlm jiwa. Terlalu gembira membuatkan kita menangis di kemudian hari. Percaya lah pada ketentuan Tuhan. Dia tahu apa yg terbaik buat kamu. Minta dipermudahkan segala urusan. Ku doakan moga kau baik- baik saja. Terima dia seadanya. Ini bukan sekadar ikatan sayang, harap kamu tahu itu.

Aku hanya mampu tunduk memandang bumi. Nampak senyuman itu di luaran nya tapi hatiku parah. :) Masih berdarah. Agak sukar untuk mempercayai cinta itu indah. Agak payah untuk terima ku akn kehilangan dia. Tak mungkin. Aku tidak mahu. Kenapa perlu jauh? Rindu. Ya. Hanya Tuhan yang tahu. Segala-galanya...

p/s: Ku berdoa untuk dia yang ku rindukan...

Friday, May 7, 2010

Penat = Tired.

Ok hari ni sangat penat. Satu hari kuar gi wat photo shoot kt victoria square and etc. Damn tired... grrr.. baru aku tau perasaan amik gmbr satu hari suntuk nih mcmn. ill learn everything coz i wanna figure out the whole thing. What went wrong before. Step by step. Ill learn even it takes me ages.

Thanx Romon coz sending me back home.. Euwwwww.. u drove BMW huh? hhahha. First time in Adelaide im in an expensive car. :p thanx so much.. see you like realll soonn.. ;)

Sleepy and tired. Need some rest. Tomorro have to wake up early. Going out for swimming classes. :) Tooodlee!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

I will keep it alive.

Last 3 years, i didn't really like to take photo or be in the photo itself. Its just not me at all. But now, i cant go out without my new 'toy'. I just loved it. I loved to captured everything coz it makes me happy. Thanx so much. I've learn a lot. i will learn to be a good photographer and captured every moment for makes me happy and keep all the memories alive in my heart, my soul and my life.

Everywhere i go, ill bring my 'precious' with me, i don't want to miss it even once. It just reminds me of something very valuable that i cant rid away till the end of time. :) Every smile, laugh, sadness its here. In my heart. Its my new hobby. I just found it and start falling in love with it.

To Ponlork and the others, thanx for inviting me to join your group. :) Thanx for always give me support to learn about photography. And I'm not agree about the name u've give to the group. hahaha. Sounds really bad mannnn!! Ill think bout another name. Good one. Of course. Oh btw ponlork, thanx for the photography class just now. haha. Dont forget to bring the cd tomoro. Aaaaa... I want to be the first model to take photo at ur studio! hahaha. Cool!

Bye for now. ;)

p/s: ok. now need to buy the 35mm lens. This week we will have a photo shoot at the skate park. Damn bored.T__T and Friday doing photo shoot with two hot girls (ahaha) at Torrens River.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010


Ok account exam done.
Another one more is coming.

mood : cleaning the house for the inspection. Damn MALAS!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Thoughts Of You.

As I wake in the morning,
Thoughts of you to get me going.

As I ready myself for my day,
Thoughts of you, all the way.

As I do what needs to be done.
Thoughts of you, any other there is none.

As my day comes to complete,
Thoughts of you, no other can compete.

As my eyes close in hopes of sleep,
Thoughts of you, they make me weep.

As I enter into dreamland,
Ah! There you are holding my hand.

That's It.

You were always there for me always by my side
I guess I couldn't see without you
I just can't abide

Those times I loved the most were just talking with you
Who would've known now I'm all alone and all I can do is think of you

I loved it when you held me all safe and warm
I felt no harm could touch me in your strong protecting arms

But then I messed up and I really don't know why
with you I broke up and now I am sorry

all I want, is a second chance
I understand that's not easy to do
even if you won't give me a glance
I want you to know I'll always love you...

by Jessica Kronaizl

Something sweets!

Its really mean something to me. The house. The environment. Dammit. I cant see it again. Dammit!Dammit! Dammit! The memories. Dammit!

Saturday, May 1, 2010


Enough of everything.
I got it just right..
Thanx yaa..

*mood= tired*

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Jeng Jeng Jeng! =)


Book date: 29 April 2010
Confirmation Number: K1M7AG
Reservation Status: CONFIRMED

You will need to produce this itinerary, valid passports (for international flights) or photo ID (for domestic flights), and visas (where applicable) at check-in to receive your boarding card.
Check-In counters open 2 hours prior to scheduled departure and closes strictly 45 minutes before departure (for flights departing India only, check-in opens 3 hours prior to departure and closes 1 hour before departure).

Flight Itinerary - CONFIRMED
Departing - Perth (PER) to Singapore (SIN)
Wednesday, xx Dec 10 Flight TR2717
Depart Perth (PER) at 21:35 and arrive in Singapore (SIN) at 02:50 (next day)

Returning - Singapore (SIN) to Perth (PER)
Sunday, xx Feb 11 Flight TR2716
Depart Singapore (SIN) at 15:50 and arrive in Perth (PER) at 21:05

Rezaly, Siti zaharah 01A

Rezaly, Siti zaharah Unassigned

Lowest Fare 259.77 AUD
Lowest Fare 79.59 AUD
1 Convenience fee 12.00 AUD
1 Base Seat fees 30.00 AUD
Taxes 216.22 AUD
Total Price 597.58 AUD

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Amount Paid 597.58 AUD

JENG JENG JENG!!!! Im coming back people!!! yahoooooooooooooo!!! Malaysia here i comeeee!!! But actually i'll be arriving Singapore first. haha excited ok EXCITED!!

p/s: Wait for me.. =) Surprised!

Thanx Kak.. :)

Semalam borak2 ngan kak wani thru ym. rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuu.. lama dah tak borak2.. kakak tanya nk apa2 dr malaysia tak. and dia kata nak pos serunding. T__T tak da benda lain ke kak?? ketam ke.. oh sambal ketam mama!! sedappp nyaaaaaaaa.. tp tak leh pos serunding laaa.. :(

And sebagai balasan kena post key-chain and poskad kat dia. hahaha. bolehhhhhhhhh... key-chain kangaroo laaa.. bising sgt nk kangaroo.. :p

Thanx kak... for everything. For the advices and love. xoxo

p/s: tgh pikir nak mntak apa dr kakak eh? hurrmmm...

Monday, April 26, 2010

Shit la.

Ko nak apa?? Aku dah kata tak nak kan. Blah je laa.. semak la pale aku. Aku tak nk add ko kt fb aku punya suka la. Aku nya fb ke ko. MR STALKER, sila jgn buat sy hilang sbr. Yes this entry is for you. Lagi sekali ko tepon2 umah aku, aku campak je tepon nih bg takda line terus. Semakkk tau tak semakkkk... Jangan ikut2 akulaaa.. aku gi laundry pun nmpk muka ko. Ko nih takda keje lain ke ha? STALKERR! blah7623471567461289x. Ko tau je bila aku nk kuar kan. eeeeeeeeeeeeiiii.. benci tahap gaban tauu takk! Ko nih mmg buat life aku miserable. GET LOST!

*thanx for reading, yes you.*


Mood = emo*

I wish...

It keeps pounding in my head every time I lay in my bed..
It's a memory of you and me...
The things we've said or did.
I begin to think and my heart wants to sink.
When I was with you I felt something so true.
Now, I say..
what I am going to do??
I see when you walk on by feels like I could cry.
And tears build up in my eyes,
I still have feelings I can't deny.
Hoping you'd come home tonight,
and hold me tight.
Wishing you'd tell me "everything's gonna be alright."
Nothing ever feels right.
I know I can't let go.
I still love you so...
I keep wishing we'd be together,
where it's us again.
That we'd last forever and ever~~

Would never end.

I would just like to say
For all the times I made you sad
All the times I ruined your day
When I caused pain or made you mad

For all the tears I caused
For all the happy times I missed
All the time I lost
I know its a never ending list

I will whatever it takes
To have you forgive me
I know understand my mistakes
I will be better you will see..


Yesssssss!!! At last i can ride a bike!!! Thanx to Yohes.. I really loveee it.. It will be my new hobby after this. Next week we ride till Hanley Beach ok? Im so in love with my new hobby. Last two days i went for swimming. Fidel teach us how to swim. I like it!! Oh ya! We went for jakuzi and stim too. Will do the activity like every week. Yohesss!!! Our aim is 45kg! Remember that. ;)

*oh feel so hungry*


Sometimes I feel so empty,
Sometimes I feel so lonely..
I keep wishing you didn't set me free!
What was this supposed to be?
I thought we were in love,
where my feelings kept on soaring above...
I fall deep, for what I keep.
I want what we had, or could have had.
Where it was meant to be
just for you and me.... (~,~")

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Sorry is not enough.

We only have one word for sorry
But I don't think its enough.
You loved me once, perhaps as much
As I thought I loved you:
I saw the signs but can ignore
As well as I can see.

There is none so blind as the foolish ones
Who pluck out their own eyes.

I thought that love would see us through,
That faith would be enough.
Yours was weaker or mine too deep
You saw that it would end.

I'm jealous that you saw that truth,
I hate you for breaking us up.
Only now do I see that I always
Hated you as I loved you
In equal measure...

Dear Housemate.

Whether the day is good or bad,
Whether I'm feeling happy or sad,
If I have a need, you’ll comprehend;
You’ll be there to share and be a friend.

Other people may fill my day,
But never in such an important way;
We support each other ‘round all life’s bends,
It feels so good that we are friends.

Don't ever start.

Don't try to act childish coz u'll regret it when i start back off. U want to play my games? Ill be please to have it. Dang! Dont make me start again. :) Dont you dare to make me start it all over again. :) Im not a kids anymore. So pls understand where am i now. As long as you know what am i doing i think it shud be enough rite?

Have a nice day!Daaa..

Mood = sick and annoying*

Friday, April 23, 2010


Yeah tonite i have party in my house. First time for this 3 month. 46 people will come to my house for the party. Phewwwww quit a number rite? haha. We have tomato rice, Seafood fried noodles, Cocktail, lemon juice, cheese cake, brownies, and fruits. ;) Its gonna be fun!!

Ill upload the pic later. Got to go. I have swimming class now.



Sorry bloggie. Im kinda long time didnt update anything in you. Injured. :(( damn. Here and there. I shud take care of my health. Eat well. Exercise well. I have bleeding comin out from my nose. :( Maybe i cant really adapt with the weather. Yeah still cannot take it. hurrmmm...

And i did 2 test so far. kinda hard actually. But i think ive survive till the end. huhuhu.. Pray for me. Ive another test early may as well.


Friday, April 16, 2010

The Rain...

Smiling as you say goodbye
You told me to be happy as though nothing was wrong
Watching your back as you walked away
I prayed you wouldn't cry because of me
If I see the falling tears I can't leave
I can't let you go but..
Because the rain was falling It was really okay
Because I couldn't see your tears it was okay
Because it was okay i couldn't hold you back
Because the rain that could erase the painful memories in your heart
Was falling down..
Because your heart was crying
Because the rain was falling
Because my heart was crying
Because the rain was falling
Because I loved you, I couldn't hold you back
To embrace the sadness in your clear and gentle life
I think I may become the rain.....

Thursday, April 15, 2010

I want It!

OMG! i really want those camera. :( Phon Lok is selling it to me. He sell it for AUD600 for both lens!! I want it so badly. Goshhhh.. How am I gonna buy it?no money.. :( There must be a way rite? But HOW? Ppl help me to find the way. If only Im working.. haiishhh..

Stressed! T_T


If you know me better than anyone else you should learn to understand me well.



Hurts? I dont think its the right words to describe what i feels now. Im just lost. Lost in my own world. This time its really make me hurts like so much. Everyones likes leaving me alone. Good. :) I dont want to do anytg. I just let time decide whats best for me.

Im sorry if i hurts u in anyways. I let you know what i kept inside. But then I have too. I dont want to feel guilty at the end of time. stop making jokes of me. Im telling you the truth! You should listen. Not ignoring me. Lets just finish and revill everytg. Theres no point to keep it and act like notg happen. Ive tried to accept everytg but i just cant.. I dont want to hurts u in the future. Im sorry. I just cant take it anymore. Not for now. Sorry.

Its hard for me to get everytgs back to normal. But ive tried. But. You still hurts me.. Like so much. Thanx to you.Ive tried.. Im sorry.

Monday, April 12, 2010


Getting me frustrated day by day. Take my heart away day by day. Hurts me without realizing! And You!don't ask me why i didn't hold on my promise! Don't ask me why im doing diz and dat! Ask yourself! You make me regret for the whole of my life! Ask yourself!

I know i'm stupid to tell you sincerely that i love you. And i truly said that i make mistake! Is it wrong for me to be stupid for the person I loved??I said i choose you rather than him! Im sooo damn fuckin stupid! And now what the hell are you saying to me?? U make jokes of it. U think its easy for me huh to tell everything about what i kept inside?? u think its easy for me to accept everything and pretend nothing happens??And that will be the last time ill say it.NO MORE! I'm hurts!!!

Who gonna make me feel better?? Who?? I'm alone here! In this fuckin' city! ALONE! you think i like it hanging around here and there without someones holding my hand? smile at me? hugs me??? Care for me? At least you are there. You know everyone's there. U can smile even though its all fakes. You can hang around with others and they cares about you. Me?? I have to take care of myself. Do everything for myself too! Don't say it easy for me if you really know me well! You no need to make jokes of what im saying. No need to ask me whether is it true or not. Don't ask me anything! Are you really keep your promise either? You are the one who make the promises. Who's the one who telling me that he wont hurts me in anyway! Wont let me cry even once! What the hell is that? Maybe you think I treat you like a doll! Huh! Im all alone in this fuckin' city! Who cares rite? Have you ever know what i feels too??? Did I mentioned what im really facing here?? Did I? No rite?? You make me feel like so hurtful now! You can leave happily there. And even if you are not happy i don't want to know. If someone entertain you in anyways also i didn't want to give a damn!

Im sooo stressssedddd! Dammit!



Sunday, April 11, 2010

Girl Just Wanna Have Fun.

Its getting colder day by day. Dammit. How am I gonna bear with it?? I hate to feel uncomfortable.. :( Yesterday i went to play futsal with Yohes. I wake up like early morning coz i cant really sleep. Then change my clothes and get out from the house without taking any food except chocolate. aha! It was really fun. Other players seem friendly (for now) and I have to go for training like every week. We have a match in Canberra this July. Kind of excited. ngggeeeeeee.. Wish me luck ppl!

And today's activity was fun too! Im going out to the Indonesian Festival. Its near Rundle Street. Theres a lot of foods and entertainment as well. And guess what they are playing dangdut songs in Adelaideee!! haahahhahah.. COOOOOLLL.. i bought so many foods like Soto ayam, mango puding, pepes ayam (but i dont like it) and prawn crackers. hahahha. i know it sound like normal dishes in Malaysia. But i was craving for it since last two months ppl! And i reach there like soo early. Around 11 and go back at 4.hahahha. taking pics and yeah ppl thinks im kinda papparazi coz i take photo a lots! I loveeeddd to take photo and be in the pic also. hehehehe.

I just have another one week holiday. :( so sad. so many things wanna do. But i already plan everytg. I want to have activity for the whole week. Im kinda stressed now a days and i dont want to think bout it like so much. For this week i have plan to go to Handroff and hiking. dammnn! cant wait for that. Maybe ull think what they have at Handroff?? You just wait and see. Ill upload the photo here and show to u. :) What i can tell you is it will have beautiful scenery ( depends on my photography skill.heh)

p/s: ill upload the indofest photo later. ;) toodlee!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010


Mission accomplished. Assignment dah siap. And dah bleh submit dah. Oh God thanx a lot.. Eventhough so many things happen lately in my life, but you make me strong. Strong to fight everytgs that come in front of me. I dont want to be alone.. Pls help me. And more workk to come plsssss.. I need work! To not think about what my mind was thinking. I want worrkkk!Loads of work!

Be Good, zaza!

Note to myself.
Must be always good.
So no one will worry bout me.
No one.
Be good.
Yes. Pls. Pls. Pls.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Lady Gaga Im Coming!!!

Hahahahah. I got the ticket for Lady Gaga concert this saturday!!! yeeeehoooo!!! got soo excited. Me and Savi planning to wear black shirt that day. So tomoro we r going to the Harbour Town to buy the shirt! hahahah. Its kinda cheap over there. Mood equals to excited! Seriously its an unexpected plan becoz we cant get the tix at first coz it was SOLD OUT! Suddenly, Savi's friend cant make it that day so she gave us her ticket. What a day! When i got the ticket from Savi i was screaming like HELL! hahahhah. Soo excited. And I'll take good picture then. hahahahaha. ;)


Funny Day!

Today i went to my Uni. I thought theres some graduation ceremony's going on in Uni building. And two of my friend, Len and Phon Lock was clapping their hand when a guy let go all the balloons to the air. They thought that it was the ending of the ceremony. When they are happily clapping their hand all people who are joining the ceremony was looking at them with a weird expression. And you know what ceremony is that??? Its a funeral ceremony. hahahahahahahhahaha. I WAS LAUGHING LIKE HELL!! we thought its a graduation ceremony becoz we saw some ppl wearing those gown. But then it s actually the academic letcurer is death and they are having the funeral ceremony at the uni building. hahhahahahaha. THAT WAS FUNNY!! hahahahahah.

Thank God I didnt ask for the balloonnn.. hahahah. Becoz at first i wanted to get one for myself. hahhahahahahahaaha. INSANE!

Quote of the day.

A person who truly Knows u & Loves u,
is someone who sees the pain in your eyes
while EVERYONE ELSE still believes
in the smile on your face...


Saturday, March 27, 2010


Oh God!
Pls help me.
Assignment, tutorial, workshop!!
Works coming like crazyyy...
Ill be nerdy..
My head gonna explodee!

Friday, March 26, 2010

What a Day!

Grrr... last friday i have a class at 8am. Best thing is no bus such an early morning so me n xiao hui have to walk to Uni. Nooooo! We are not that stupid so we walk for a tram to come at Victoria Square. =) Finish the tutorial class at 9 then have to wait for another class at 11am. :( I feel hungry so we decide to have our breakfast which is just across the Uni. T_T money gone! uwaaaaa! but its worth it. I feel so tired that day coz im not having enough sleep for a past few days coz so damn fucking much of assignment comin.. grrrrr.. have to bear with it. at least for another week coz after that im having my easter break babeh! hehehhehe.

Zaza! Focus! Basyaaa! ;)


Today im attending a welcome dinner for International Student by Adelaide government. It was awesome! Meet some new friend and yeah i had fun. Thought of going to the engineering pub crawl but then the city look like pack today so i refuse to go and decided to have dinner somewhere near Gorger Street. ;) Cool.. the seafood is tip top! And we had fun. Talking bout girl stuff and etc. hahahahha.

The party is quit bored but who cares. The food is free! hahahah ;) so i just enjoying my friday nite! ;)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Im damn fuckin' missing all my bitchess!

OOOIIIII BITCHESS!! im missing all of you larr.. Please! Please! Please! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you!

Stupito! Teks teks! Korean bitch! Bontot Itik! PLs miss me moreeeeee!!!!

Im happy for you ;)

Im happy for you syg.. Live your life to the fullest ok. You have the right to be happy. God always with you. And thanks Panjanggg!! You make my darling smile again.. ;) And of course with sincerity. I love you and always do. Be good!

*hugs hugs*

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Money pls come to mommy!

Money oh money!
pls come to me..
pls come to me..
I need you soo badly..
I really5 do..
Pls make my life easier..
Come to mommy!!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Only this..

Only God knows what i kept inside..
If only I can turn back the time..
If only I can change everything easily..
Ill be the happiest person in this entire life!

Love is wanting happiness and everything
that is good for your loved one..
Love is not wanting someone,
it's wanting what is best for them..

I rely on you God,
I just follow the flow..
But give me a sign so that i can understand
everything that u have create for me..
without worrying bout it..
without hurting anyone or anything
I rely on you God..
I really do..

Dear bloggie,
thanx for accompany me all this time..
I love you..and will always do..

Zaza!!! GET A LIFEEEEE!! plssssss.....

hugs hugs!

Monday, March 15, 2010

On This Love...

I can see it in your eyes...
And tasted in our first kiss..

I am a stranger in this lonely town..
Please save me from my emptiness..
You took my hand
And you tell me it'd be okay..
I am trusting you to hold my heart
Now fate is pulling me away from you...

Even if I leave you now and it breaks my heart
Even if I am not around
I wont give in and I cant give up...

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Penantian - Kertas

Bulan dengarkan lantunku,
Bintang temanilah aku,
Terangi gelap malamku,

Aku ingin engkau tahu,
Ku kan selalu menunggu
Hilangkan rasa letihku...

Bila nanti kau mengerti
Ku mohon terangi aku...

Dalam hatiku ingatkan aku
Untuk menahan rasa hati lelahku
Yang selalu rindukan tawamu

Dalam hatiku hanya dirimu
Peri malamku yang menghiasi jiwa
Yang rapuh terlalu merindumu...

Dalam hatiku ingatkan aku
Ku kan tetap menantimu hingga hati itu
Kan jadi milikku........

Wednesday, March 10, 2010


'Love is painful'
Yes It Is Painful...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010




Monday, March 8, 2010

Untuk Selamanya

Andainya ku pergi
Usah disesali
Kerana kusangsi
Adakah cinta masih disini..

Andainya kau tahu
Ku mencintaimu
Ku pasti dirimu
Tak akan tegar melukaiku..

Sampai bila akan begini
Menyimpan rahsia hati
Relakanlah aku pergi
Walau cinta masih di hati
Dan air mata menemani
langkah ku yang semakin tak pasti
Membawa kelukaan ini..

Bila sampai waktu nanti
Ku harap kau kan mengerti
Mungkin bahagia atau derita
Takdir ku terima...

Oh Tuhan tunjukkanlah
Cahaya kebenaran
Kenangan bersamamu
Kan bersemadi untuk selamanya...

Saturday, March 6, 2010


Why does he likes so quite today? Did he forget me already? Or did he entertain others? Be safe.

Baby, I'm amazed by you..

Every Time Our Eyes Meet,
There Is A Feelin Inside Me
It's Almost More Than I Can Take
Baby When You Touch Me
I Can Feel How Much You Love Me
And It Just Blows Me Away
I've Never Been This Close To Anyone
Or Anything
I Can Hear your Thoughts, I Can See Your Dreams

I Dunno How You Do What You Do
I'm So In Love With You
It Just Keeps Getting Better
I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My life
With You By My Side
For Ever and Ever
Every Little Thing That You Do
Baby I'm Amazed By You

The Smell Of Your Skin
The Taste of your kiss
The Way You Whisper In The Dark
You're Hair All Around Me
Baby You Surround Me
You Touch Every Place In My Heart
Oh..It Feels Like The First Time, Every Time
I Wanna Spend The Whole Night..In Your Eyes

I Dunno How You Do What You Do
I'm So In Love With You
It Just Keeps Getting Better
I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My life
With You By My Side
For Ever and Ever
Every Little Thing That You Do
Baby I'm Amazed By You

Every Little Thing That You Do
I'm So In Love With You
And It Just Keeps Getting Better
I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My Life
With You By My Side
For Ever And Ever
Every Little Thing That You Do
Every Little Thing That You Do

Baby I'm Amazed By You...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Missing You..

Missing you..
Like sooo much..
Pray harder and everytg will be just fine.
Life is not dat easy. And this is life.
Upside Down. Everyone will feel it.
Just be good and stay the same.
I'll keep u in my mind. Always.
Hugs hugs.

Port Adelaide.

Last weekend pegi Port Adelaide. Kononnya nak beli fresh food la.. coz Len kata bleh dapat murah. Bila pegi je sume kedai tutup. Dammit! dah lah pki short n t-shirt je kott.. sejukkk gila nak mati! then col Len balik. Len kata tempat nk beli fresh food tuh kne pegi naik keta. Tak da bus yg smpi ctu. And dia suh balik cepat coz news cakap ada earthquake and storm kat area beach. Aku pon kelam kabut la balik ngn fong chan. grrrrr... penattt jeee bgn awallll! Pastuh balik umah trus tidoo. letih gila kot.. :( tak dapat makan ketam ngn udangg.. :(

Berbeque at Village

Last Monday ada berbeque kat Village. Makan banyak gila.. tp daging.. :( So terpaksa la jadi vegetarian jap. uwaaaaa!!! sedihhh.. berat dah turun 4kg woooo.. :( nak kurus tapi tak nak jadi skeleton!! cmn nk mkn byk nih.. tak da makanan yg bleh makan pon.. stat berbeque kul 7 camtuh.. and dlm kul 10 baru aku balik umah coz teman kan tom main table tennis. Even tak terror mana pon but boleh la kalo setakat pukul2 tuh. hahahahahah. Overall best coz dapat jumpa kawan baru. Ad Savi, Paige, Jesse, Sonia, Fedelia and ramai lagi la.. Nama tak ingat but muka ingat la.. hukhukhukhuk.

Sesi beraktiviti.

Oh hari nih first day attend choir praktis. Dengan Xio Hui. Yeap as usual meetg new frend and ada choir master yang baru! Missing Eugene.. :( Koir stat pukul 7pm sampai kul 9.30pm. kena rushing coz klas pon abis kul 7.. sib baik tak jauh sgt.. and balik naik van uni. hohohoho.. so tak da la kne jalan kaki. ;)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Bridging Program, mission accomplished.

Oh at last the bridging program comes to the end!! grrrr... i miss my class n dr carol already. Anyway we did very well today for the presentation!!!! I did the introduction part, Len's doing the case study, Jerry is doing the factors n conclusion and Xiao Hui is doing the recommendations part.yahooooooo!! we get a good comment from the teachers. woohooooo!!! And here's the comment bout it. Check it out peeps! ;)


Topic: Cross Cultural communication in business negotiations

Name of Student: Bui Ngoc Tan, Chye Xiao Hui, Gu Yao, Siti Zaharah Rezaly, Sok Len

Organisation: Good introduction - good team work, slides well done (not too many and clear), still same grammar errors but really very good. Timing well controlled. All speakers well integrated.

Content: Well developed discussion with good examples.

Language: Really very good. All speakers quite clear. English excellent.

Voice: Again, this was good. Keep working on how to be able to deliver without relying on reading too much so that the face can be up and the voice well projected.

Relationship with Audience: Mostly very good. Its important to keep practicing how to maintain eye contact and hold the audience interest. Questions well handled.

Overall: You all appear to have worked well as a group. Thank you. Well done.


Topic: Cross-cultural communication in business negotiations

Name of Student: Bui Ngoc Tan, Chye Xiao Hui, Gu Yao, Siti Zaharah Rezaly, Sok Len

Structure: The structure is very good and set out as required.

Content: The content is comprehensive with an adequate amount of examples.

Tone and Style: Try not to (never) use 1st or 2nd person pronouns in academic writing. Even if the original has that its important to change it (exception direct quote). Use impersonal writing, 3rd person or passive.

Referencing: Referencing is well done with a variety of author prominent and not prominent in text references. List is excellent.

Grammar and Spelling: This is really very good. Check the editing i've done on the pages and make sure you understand.

Overall: This is a good report overall and shows positive team work.