Thursday, May 20, 2010


Saya lihat gambar dia di dompet saya.
Saya rindu.
Saya lihat dia dalam mimpi saya.
Saya rindu.
Saya lihat dia dalam hari2 saya.
Saya rindu.
Saya lihat dia di mana2.
Saya terus-terusan rindu.

Saya bayangkan dia disini.
Menemani hari2 yang makin sukar.
Bergelak ketawa sama2.

Tapi apakan daya. Semakin rindu semakin payah rasanya. Diam. Diam. Jangan ulang lagi perkataan itu. Hati akan sakit.

Terpisah oleh lautan dunia, terpisah dek jutaan manusia, Terpisah kerna satu tanggungjawab, tapi HATI KAMI TETAP SATU.

Apakan daya..
Hati, menangis..

Sunday, May 16, 2010

She's my Model!

Model: Aliya Kozhakhmetova
Photo taken by: Me :)

Meet Aliya Kozhakhmetova peeps. :)

For the time being she's my model. I loveee to take photo and she likesss to be in the photo.. She wants me to do her model portfolio but im still learning lol. And today plans to Adelaide Hills is canceled. Im soo damn fuckin' worried bout you darling!!! But still i heart you. Love. xoxo.

Monday, May 10, 2010

My Favourite.

You are my favorite,
The only one i can talk to
About everything and anything
The only person I do cherish with all my heart
Who wipe my tears when im sad
Give me his hand when im fall

You are my favorite
The only one in my life
We fight everyday
We argue about everything
But still you are my favorite
A person who trust me so much
Yes you are.

Hold my hand and
Hugs me tightly
If God wants to test our love
Let it be..
Then we will stand strong
I know we can make it till the end baby,
I know we will.
I trust in you
Only you..
Only times will tell
Only times will show us the way..
The way that we really deserve
And we deserve to be together
After all that we've been through
Just me and you..

p/s: I love you <3

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Oh God.

Oh God! I really2 miss you. sooo much.
You always have my heart. You always there..
I always pray for us. I hope God knows how much I need you in my life.
I love you like soo much. No one can ever replace you.
Yes. No one.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

I love you.

Ive been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello is it me you are looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You’re all I’ve ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
‘Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you…

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I’ve just got to let you know
Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do?
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart for I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying....
I love you.....

Im missing you so badly.

To see you when I wake up is a gift and I didn't think it could be real...
You do something to me that I can't explain...
So would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
I see your picture. I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine...
I know I'll see you again...
In whether far or soon...
But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you..

p/s: i love you.


Cerita kamu sangat indah. Walaupun pahit pd mulanya. Aku cemburu. Ya sedikit cemburu. Cerita ku tak seindah kamu. Aku tewas dan tunduk pd kata-kata di fikiranku. Kamu melalui liku liku yg serupa denganku tp kamu mampu harungi semuanya kerna kamu yakin pada cinta kamu. Pada ketulusan hatinya. Pada tutur katanya. Segala-galanya tentang dia. Hati kamu berbicara tapi hatiku senyap sunyi seribu bahasa. Mengapakah? Terlalu kecewakah aku? Hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

Berlarilah sayang. Terbang setinggi yg kamu mampu. Tapi jangan biarkan rasa bahagia itu terlalu meresap dlm jiwa. Terlalu gembira membuatkan kita menangis di kemudian hari. Percaya lah pada ketentuan Tuhan. Dia tahu apa yg terbaik buat kamu. Minta dipermudahkan segala urusan. Ku doakan moga kau baik- baik saja. Terima dia seadanya. Ini bukan sekadar ikatan sayang, harap kamu tahu itu.

Aku hanya mampu tunduk memandang bumi. Nampak senyuman itu di luaran nya tapi hatiku parah. :) Masih berdarah. Agak sukar untuk mempercayai cinta itu indah. Agak payah untuk terima ku akn kehilangan dia. Tak mungkin. Aku tidak mahu. Kenapa perlu jauh? Rindu. Ya. Hanya Tuhan yang tahu. Segala-galanya...

p/s: Ku berdoa untuk dia yang ku rindukan...

Friday, May 7, 2010

Penat = Tired.

Ok hari ni sangat penat. Satu hari kuar gi wat photo shoot kt victoria square and etc. Damn tired... grrr.. baru aku tau perasaan amik gmbr satu hari suntuk nih mcmn. ill learn everything coz i wanna figure out the whole thing. What went wrong before. Step by step. Ill learn even it takes me ages.

Thanx Romon coz sending me back home.. Euwwwww.. u drove BMW huh? hhahha. First time in Adelaide im in an expensive car. :p thanx so much.. see you like realll soonn.. ;)

Sleepy and tired. Need some rest. Tomorro have to wake up early. Going out for swimming classes. :) Tooodlee!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

I will keep it alive.

Last 3 years, i didn't really like to take photo or be in the photo itself. Its just not me at all. But now, i cant go out without my new 'toy'. I just loved it. I loved to captured everything coz it makes me happy. Thanx so much. I've learn a lot. i will learn to be a good photographer and captured every moment for makes me happy and keep all the memories alive in my heart, my soul and my life.

Everywhere i go, ill bring my 'precious' with me, i don't want to miss it even once. It just reminds me of something very valuable that i cant rid away till the end of time. :) Every smile, laugh, sadness its here. In my heart. Its my new hobby. I just found it and start falling in love with it.

To Ponlork and the others, thanx for inviting me to join your group. :) Thanx for always give me support to learn about photography. And I'm not agree about the name u've give to the group. hahaha. Sounds really bad mannnn!! Ill think bout another name. Good one. Of course. Oh btw ponlork, thanx for the photography class just now. haha. Dont forget to bring the cd tomoro. Aaaaa... I want to be the first model to take photo at ur studio! hahaha. Cool!

Bye for now. ;)

p/s: ok. now need to buy the 35mm lens. This week we will have a photo shoot at the skate park. Damn bored.T__T and Friday doing photo shoot with two hot girls (ahaha) at Torrens River.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010


Ok account exam done.
Another one more is coming.

mood : cleaning the house for the inspection. Damn MALAS!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Thoughts Of You.

As I wake in the morning,
Thoughts of you to get me going.

As I ready myself for my day,
Thoughts of you, all the way.

As I do what needs to be done.
Thoughts of you, any other there is none.

As my day comes to complete,
Thoughts of you, no other can compete.

As my eyes close in hopes of sleep,
Thoughts of you, they make me weep.

As I enter into dreamland,
Ah! There you are holding my hand.

That's It.

You were always there for me always by my side
I guess I couldn't see without you
I just can't abide

Those times I loved the most were just talking with you
Who would've known now I'm all alone and all I can do is think of you

I loved it when you held me all safe and warm
I felt no harm could touch me in your strong protecting arms

But then I messed up and I really don't know why
with you I broke up and now I am sorry

all I want, is a second chance
I understand that's not easy to do
even if you won't give me a glance
I want you to know I'll always love you...

by Jessica Kronaizl

Something sweets!

Its really mean something to me. The house. The environment. Dammit. I cant see it again. Dammit!Dammit! Dammit! The memories. Dammit!

Saturday, May 1, 2010


Enough of everything.
I got it just right..
Thanx yaa..

*mood= tired*