Thursday, October 29, 2009

For You!

When time passed by i realize that this world is not that bad actually.. hahahah.. I still can smiled eventhough theres so much pain ive gone through in life. I have to thank God coz give me strength to fight for my love and everytg. My life quit stable already and i have everybody with me, dear bestie, family, and you.. :D

Thanx for make me feel better again.. Thanx for encourage me to live my life to the fullest!! yeayyy!! Thanx for change to a better person. Thanx coz still need me. I love you! I hope you can love me till like forever. I forgive you for whatever sins (hehehhe) and tears that you have put me through..DAMN U! hahahhaha.. Nevermind. You are forgiven. Im sorry coz because of me you have to face all diz.. I know God knows better why He treats you like diz.. Just be patience and pray that everytgs gonna be fine sooner or later. :) Whatever it is, I'll always be there for you. I'll be a good girl like you always asked me to be and I'll behave myself coz I know I'm yours. From the beginning till the end, i'm still yours and you are mine.. :* Thanx for super duper (menambah2) loved me.

I love you and I'll always will.. You know that.. :)

My World...

Sing like no one is listening...
Dance like no one is watching...
And love like you never been hurt before...

And this is what we call faith.. :D

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

My favourite ;)

Suka sgt mug nih.. Aku tempah mug nih masa blaja kt ukm.. huhuhu. Buat dua.. satu dah bg yan mok.. tapi aku dah terpecahkan.. hohohoho... takpe2.. ada satu lagi... hakhakhakhak...

*My Favourite mug! hahahahhah...*

*Till now still my favourite.. huhuhuhu.. :D*

Monday, October 26, 2009


Pernahkah kau bicara
Tapi tak di dengar
Tak di anggap
Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah
Tapi disalahkan
Tak di beri

Kuhidup dengan siapa
Ku tak tau kau siapa
Kau kekasihku tapi
Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku
Aku patung bagimu
Cinta buta
Kebutuhan mu

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau.. kau begitu

Teruskan lah teruskan lah..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Leaving On A Jet Plane...

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn...
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go....

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Don't Let Me Fall...

Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Heres a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Heres a hand to hold on to

But if I should break,
If I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take,
A little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time,
Walk a little line
Got the balance right
Give a little love,
Gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight

We will be alright,
I'll be by your side
I wont let you down
But I gotta know,
No matter how things go
That you will be alright

You'll be the one
That I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you
High above it all
But don't let me fall....
Please don't
Coz my heart will fall apart too..

Like A Song...

I can't forget you when you're gone coz you're like a song that goes around in my head...And how I regret coz It's been so long.. Hurmmm..what is it went wrong?Could it be something I said?Time pls make it go faster or just rewind to back when im wrapped in his arms... All afternoon long it's with me..the same song you left a light on inside me dear..I can Remember the way that it felt to be holding on to you...

Make it go faster
Or just decide...
To come back to my happy heart

Moms Birthday :D

Actually birthday nye 8 Oktober but aku baru dapat picture nya dr adik aku.. huhuhuh.. Its just a simple birthday celebration la... Aku belikan kek, and present aku share with my sister. :D Sharing is Caring.. hahhaha.. Aku balik2 ofis around 8 something then aku bawak mak aku pegi makan kat luar. Semua sekali la.. Bukan mak aku je... hohoho.. Aku dah kenyang actually so aku minum je la.. And tukang order ayah aku.. Mak aiii.. Byknya menu... Aku cakap " Yah, byknya order, boleh habis ke?" Then ayah aku ckp " Orang belanja order la byk2" waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!! aku pon kata "ok... mkn kenyang2.. " And bill turns almost RM100 je.. hahahaha.. Sib baik! >,<

*Marble Cheese Cake ok! hahhaha*

Citer klakar jadi kat kedai makan tuh, mak aku nk potong kek, then ayah aku suh tiup lilin skali, mak aku tak nak. Tapi kne paksa. So tiup la jugak. And ayah siap cakap, "kakak, nana, birin, nyanyi lagu Allah Selamatkan Kamu kuat2." haaaaa????? kitorg pun nyanyi lah smbil aku tgk mata mak aku dah berair2 bukan sebab terharu tapi sbb ketawa smpi keluar air mata..Ish3x.. And yang pasti plg over sekali nyanyi ayah aku lah, En Rezaly.. boleh plak lepas habis nyanyi tuh dia cakap Hoyayyyy!!!! ish3x.. takpe yah takpe.. Ur birthday is next! :p We'll see how... ngeh ngeh ngeh...

To my mom, Im sorry if i hurts u much and i know watever u did for me is for my future and u did well moms.. u are really a best moms in the world and I LOVE YOU so much! Only God can repay everything that you have sacrifice for our happiness and i hope God will give you the very best of HIM. Have a happy longer life and stay cute as always! >,<

We love you till our last breath! *Hugs hugs*


Yesterday me and Marilyn went leparking at Asia Cafe.. hahhaah.. On purposed actually.. Im quit excited AS USUAL :p .. Marilyn asked me to lend my hand to her for her new henna design... And I said YES without thinking.. hahahhahaah coz excited kan.. ;)

And guess what?? Its turn S.U.P.E.R.B!! Good job Marilyn.. hehehhehe... And i like it so much...

It takes around 40 minutes to finish the drawing and while Marilyn doing the Henna im eating Maggi Soup! hahhaha.. Gud One.. :P

Once I reach home yesterday, my sister went shocked and u know what she said to me? " Kak!! kenapa tangan kau bersisik??" DAMN U! "Ni inai la ngok.. " Then she replied me back " Nak pengsan aku, aku pkir2 sejak bila tangan kakak aku ada sisik?" .... Then i just ask her to have a look on my hand.. and she said.. " Cantik.. "

Thanx to Marilyn.. hehhehehe.. >,<

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Steel Heart - She's Gone

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.

In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl.


Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,
I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus x2)

Lady, oh, lady.
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you!

P/s: Its a nice song la... Songs for man! :p

Thanx To Papau a.k.a Kuih Pau! :D

Thanx to Papau coz updating my blog.. bukan aku tak nak update sendiri.. tapi .. serahkan je lah pada yg pakar.. wahahaahhaaa.. (konon2 pakar lah.. bg ko kembang sket..) padahal mn tak pakarnya.. dah 24jam mengadap tenet je keroje ko.. mentenet2.. :p neway..barulah nmpak berseri-seri sikit blog kesayangan aku nih.. ada semangat sikit nak mengarut hari2.. lalallalalaalla... oh jap nk kena letak gmbr papau la.. baru la org tau sapa kan.. wahhaahahahahha.. *pau aku curik gmbr ko kt fb jap*

TARAAAAA!!! eh pesal gmbr nih kat celah air plak.. oh jap ye kengkawan.. sy curik gmbr yg lain.. lallalala..

Ha nih la bedah a.k.a senah yg tolong meng updatekan blog sy smpi jadi meriah nih... hahhahaha... suka lah tuh aku letak muka ko kat blog akukan? gedik yg amat! takpe2... nnti aku blnje roti pisang.. ko suka kan.. hakhakhakhakhakhak.. thanx syg! sy syg kamu!!! *hugs hugs*

p/s: seminggu je aku letak muka ko kat cni.. then aku smpan kat draf je ye.. harap maklum.. hahhahaha

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Afraid For Love To Fade...

My head's in a jam
Can't take you off my mind
From the time we met
I've been beset by thoughts of you
And the more that I ignore this feeling
The more I find myself believing
That I just have to see you again...

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

Like a child again
I'm at a loss for words
How does one define
A crush combined with longing?
Longing to possess you so dearly
I'm obsessed by you completely
I'll go mad if I can't have you....

I'm Afraid For L.O.V.E to fade before it can come true...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

You are so adorable baby.. :D

I went to Priyah's house for Diwali Open House and i meet with this adorable girl named Ashley.. OMG! hopefully ive kids look like her when i got married. hahhahahahah.. You are so adorable darling.. Hugs hugs! :*

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Am I?

Am I In Love???

Away To Singapore =)

Yes ppl, im away to singapore for two days. Just wanna hanging around and see other ppl country.. Hopefully ill be just fine. =) I'll be staying at Strand Hotel near the town. Hurmmm will upload the pic later once i've got back to Malaysia!!

Dunt miss me kay.. :D

mood: Excited! :D

Tuesday, October 6, 2009


Love is like a butterfly ..
The more you chase it , the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts ,
but love’s only special
when you give it to someone who is really worth it..
A person who knows
whats da meaning of love only understand it..

Thank you kak.. :D

My life sucks this 2 days.. However God heard me and send her to me.. Thank you.. :D Im on leave yesterday and chill up my day with her. We went for a movie, shopping, drinks, eating, and wat else girls always do when they meet up, rite? huhuhuhu..

*Noor Irwani Ab Rahman, syg kamu byk shangait!*

Happy! Yes2.. She buy a present for me.. hehehhe.. a necklace.. price (RM#$%^) choosen by me.. ahaks! Actually she said she want to buy a gift for her friend and asked me to choose it for her. After she paid the necklace she gave it to me.. hoyayyyyy!!! kakak memang terbaek! malunyeeee >,<

Thanx kak.. Thanx for everytg.. :) I love you!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Open House :)

*Thasha, Sutha, Susan and me*

* amer, fiera, lina, iza dan sy*

*nina, abah, mama, ipin, yan*

Its really tiring but ive enjoy the day much. My long lost friend iza shahira and lina farhana olso coming. thanx guys. Really appreciate it. And for those who cannot make it that day its ok. rayakan sebulan.. so if ada masa just drop by to my house k.. but make sure inform awal la.. at least bleh prepare sumtg kan.. takda la makan kuih je..

And to YOU thanx for coming too.. and im happy seeing u there with your family. Really appreciate it much... :D